Is Kate Moss kidding? Somebody needs to go shove some cheeseburgers down the skinny bitch’s throat.  I bet she’d like them.  I saw this quote and it just pissed me off.  I went to the doctor last week and was weighed for the first time in a while. I was appalled. I will not even post the number here because it is just embarrassing. I always said I would never let myself get this heavy and I did. I have yo-yoed with my weight all my life.  Well, more on the fat side most of the time with a titch of skinny when I was in my young twenties.  There was a time when I used to shop at Abercrombie Kids and Gap Kids for clothes. I saved money and the clothes fit. It was so long ago, I hardly remember how it feels.  Ten years later, I now shop for plus-sizes.

I can’t take any of those diet pills (that wouldn’t even be good for me anyway) because I’m on Coumadin for the blood clot I had. It is hard to exercise because I have been in two car accidents that have left me with 3 herniated discs in my neck and 2 in my lower back.  Most of the time, I’m in pain, and any exercise just hurts even more.

I’m not trying to make excuses as to why I’m fat.  It’s completely my fault. I like fattening foods, like Oreos and ice cream.  Over the years, I have done every diet from Weight Watchers to Jenny Craig to Atkins to South Beach. In order to lose weight, I need to want to, and I guess, I just don’t right now.  My heart is broken.  I thought I would spend my life with Harry.  Now I am fine if I spend it alone…eating Oreos, in plus-size clothing. Kiss my fat ass, Kate Moss.